Fuh2...tiup2 sikit dah berabuk dah blog teman ni... Ngeeeeeennnnggggg...(bunyi vacum plak. Ada ke vacum bunyi camni?) Hehe...pape jela kan...Gatal je dah rasa jari-jemari teman ni nak menulis. Gian kot. Before this asal nk menulis je ada je keje...Kat office lagi la tak sempat. If tak da class, ada keje len nak buat. Update report everyday. Report saje ada 4, 5 jenis report...Gini la rupenye ye...
Actually, tak da menda or topik panas pun teman nk tulis. Just nak citer sikit tentang the beginning of my career. Previous entry, teman ada kabor kat kome sume kan teman dapat keje kat satu IT centre. Tempat budak2 blajar multimedia, graphic design kejadah sume la...Now, almost 3 weeks dah. Rasa cepatnye masa berlalu. Ni teman nak cite ni, teman memang tak pandai nak jadi teacher. Serius tak!! Dulu opah teman suka sgt sikit2 nak suruh cucu2 dia jd ckgu. Teman and abang-abang teman siap jawab lagi, balik2 cikgu. Balik2 cikgu. Tok nenek moyang kita dulu sampai le ke opah and atok belah bapak teman, memang cikgu. Udah2 le tu opah...Bagi kami jadi menda len plak yer. Tu dia...menjawab dulu ni macam nih. Sekarang?? Padan muka!! Kan da dpt jadi cikgu. Tapi teman dah biasa dah mcm ni...Memang yang teman cakap tak nak la teman akan dapat. Sgt selalu mcm ni berlaku dlm hidup teman yer...
Memandangkan antara banyak2 job vacancy yg teman apply ini salah satu yg the best yg panggil teman, so teman teruskan aja dulu...1st week memang gelabah lipas wo... Bila senior explain kat teman on the first day, dlm system ni kena buka ada mcm2 report teacher kna update....and then sume attendance pun pakai system komputer. Kalau ada absentees dlm ur class, SILA CALL THEIR PARENTS TO ARRANGE REPLACEMENT CLASS. Wow!! Masa tu x bernafas, berpeluh2 teman dengar rasa cam banyak nye menda nak adapt. Sume pakai system computer. Sebelum ni teman rasa teman banyak guna komputer masa study tapi actually my computer usage dulu sgt la minimun ok!! Just use power point utk presentation, word utk assaignment and ada la skt2 menda len utk edit photo. Urgh...Bila msuk ITKING ngajar, banyak giler menda related to computer nk kena biasakan. Bila menda tu bukan field kita, and tak biasa, permulaan mmg rasa ssh giler. Honestly 1st week mmg low self-esteem. COnfidence mcm tahap pokok togey jer...
Masuk second week, boss suruh masuk satu class yang teacher dia tu on leave that day...Hah?? Bru seminggu masuk minggu kedua dah kene ngajar?? Huwaaaa....dlm ati boleh ke tak boleh nie... Nasib baik class tu tak ramai x smpi 10 org pun. Ok la...teman ngajar apa je yg dah training tentang Adobe Illustrator last week tu. Everything yg teman tau, just bagi sume kat budak2 tu. Selesai jer lega beb. Then kali kedua teman disuruh ngajar, yg ni Adobe Photoshop. Nampak senang tapi teman x sempat prepare. Training pun bru seminit selesai terus kena ajar. Serius rasa teruk masa tu. Xpe, I learnt from my mistake...ni kelemahan teman sbb mmg xda skill ngajar.
In the middle of second week, boss bagi teman take over 3classes. Means this is my own classes la. Sampai hbs semester teman akan mengadap student ni. But the problem is bila class tu tukar dari 1 techer ke teacher yg len, student akan mcm pelik2 gitu...Masa mula2 teman masuk muka sume blur giler. Agaknye mcm rasa len la. Pulak tu nth2 dlm hati diorg ni depa ckp, cikgu ke ni?? Kecik nye...Maybe la kn...Tak pa2... 2 class teman handle mmg depa bru masuk semester baru so teman start from lesson 1 la. Ajar depa drawing guna Illustrator. 1 class ni, ada dlm 10 org, depa ni senyap giler mula2...jenuh teman cari jalan nak buat depa bercakap. Tak pa, maybe mula2 je. Depa tak biasa ngn teman lagi. Satu kelas ni ada dlm 8 org student gtu, masa 1st class teman masuk memang some of the student silent. Ada 2, 3 org yg kepo je akan respond to my question. So teman kena la amek ati yg silent tu kn...Treat them like friends, they start to laugh and smile with me. 2nd time teman masuk kelas ni, teman banyak kn lagi interaction with them in class, seems like they start to accept me as their new teacher. Maybe sbb masa ni teman hbs lesson awal. Sbb lesson 2 memang simple. Bila time buat exercise, teman kasi activity mcm competition. Teman ckp 2 org terawal siap draw the lady bird before the class end, teman promise kasi depa chocolate. Application of positive reinforcement here. Wow!! Nampak sgt bersemangat mereka ms tu. Teman tunjuk step sikit jer, selebeynye depa buat sendiri. Seronok sgt time tu sbb they start to ask me question. All of them. I go to them one by one ms depa khusyuk draw and make jokes dgn depa. Ok dah this class nmpknye. Tapi ada satu lagi class ni, 12 org sumenye, yg ni smpi la ni, teman mmg ssh hati ckt. Depa ni same cm other class teman handle, secondary school. Tapi yang form 4 form 5 kebanyakannya. So, fhm2 la keras hati ckt. Tak dpt nk tackle depa lagi. Muka sume ketat giler. x senyum lgsung. Kadang2 teman buat lwk, teman tnya soalan, sembang2 ngn depa, no response at all!! Rasa cm ckp ngn batu. Imagine how I feel that time. Urrgghh...tapi sbr la dulu, teman kena fkrkn mcm mana nk tarik minat diorg dlm class. Tapi maybe jgk teman take over their class pun dah tinggal lagi 2 lesson je. Dah hujung. So maybe depa dah x kisah apa ckgu ckp. Haha...Takpa, next semester teacher akn handle u ol jgk... So nk tak nak kita akn jumpa lagi ok!! Aku sedang plan beberapa strategy utk class budak2 keras hati ni. Hehe...
So, overall...now almost 3 weeks I be a teacher. I am getting use with all the system. Dah biasa ngn report2 semua tu sbb buat hari2 so dh x glabah dh. Now, just nak polish creativity in teaching skills... Rasa seronok plak job ni...Confidence level makin increase sbb dah x glabah lipas dh..hehe...Tapi still, I dunno whether I will be a teacher forever or I'll switch my career later... Here some picture...
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| Ni formal attire, yg aku tak sukanya kami wajib tucked in baju. Ergh!! Gambar mcm hape, pakai hp teman yg x canggih... |
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| Informal attire... |
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| Masa ngajar ni. Teman akan control sume PC dari belakang...student juz look at their own screen... |
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| Satu kelas je tmn snap pic. Class yg blur tgk new teacher masuk class depa. Selain guna PC dr blkg, whiteboard tu bole digunakan jgk utk explain cretain things. |
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| Ni lollipop gurl yg teman cite last entry. Budak nakal kt ITKING. Tapi teman tak pernah masuk class dia lagi. |
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